Love. Life. Answers.

Letters to write. Keep people alive.

Open when: you're feeling sad.

Open when: you need to remember why I love you.

Open when: you can't stop laughing.

Open when: you're need to make someone smile.

Open when: you need an idea for a fancy date.

Open when: you get your first kiss.

Open when: you're engaged.

Open when: you have your first baby.

Open when: your daughter has her first heart break.

Open when: school gets hard.

Open when: you find love for yourself.

Open when: your first grandchild is born.

Open when: you have financial distress.

Open when: you miss your mom.

Open when: it's your proudest moment.

-letters to anyone. Make them smile. 

I remember, do you?

I remember playing in irrigation water with my siblings and cousins. 

I remember when my cousins actually talked to me.

I remember in 8th grade, I got called to the principals office for drinking brandy on the play ground. I didn't even know what alcohol was. 

I remember 4 years ago on Christmas Eve when our family present was a baby binky. I didn't want a half sibling: now he's my best friend.

I remember reading a whole series in 45 days. I just read it again. 

I remember driving my parents car to my crush's house before I had my license. I ran out of gas by a gastation where there was a huge crash. There were ony 5 police cars there. And the owner of the pizza place I was sitting in for an hour asked me if I had my license. I lied. A lot. 

I remember watching 3 seasons of gossip girl after I had my wisdom teeth out. I hate drugs.

I remember my cousin finding heroine needles in his dad's room. It was the scariest thing I've experienced. 

I remember trying love. And I remember the first time I actually felt it. 

I remember having friends. But I decided to say no to drugs.

I remember December 3, 2009... 

I remember having sleepovers. They're fun until you wake up in the morning and have to choose if you want to stay for two more awkward hours to eat breakfast, or just go home. 

I remember. 

Cherrrs mayyynnn.

A slide to friendship. Try not to look at each other... But I know we will. Third wheelin'. (Hahahah I didn't move these chairs... Racist green men.) Lonely slide... Oh wait. I'm on it. This slut always gets ridden.

Duck. Duck. goose.

Wall Art. Positive Vibes. I was hanging out with an old friend. Tattoos were on our minds and especially hers. She wanted one. But she can't for a month. So instead, we went to someone's house. A birthday party kind of thing. They were all in college and they were somewhat "Special". Actually, from the moment I walked Inside this house, I felt a change in my spirit. From a tired, kinda worried spirit, to a complete And utter feeling of love and welcome. This house was special, and so were the people Inside of it. There was a chiming of beautiful music Inside of my head and it was so pure I wasn't sure if it Was real or not. But sure enough, they were in a band. Their WHOLE SINGLES WARD. Okay, not all of them... But The group of 10 that they hangout with. As I was walking Downstairs, I noticed these walls... They were beautifully wordy... They spoke to me. These walls had so many amazing Things written on them. The guy saw me staring at the walls in awe and asked if I Wanted some markers to draw with. So I did... And this is What I drew... Nothing extreme... But I love bob! This house Was an amazing experience and I'll never forget the vibes or The color of these people's souls. So thank you stranger...